I Am Me

Sunday, June 6

Ohhhhh, goodness, I don't know why I'm starting this when I have to leave for work in half an hour. We all know I lack the skill of good timing. Ah well.

But anyways.

So, lots of huge changes are a-comin'. My siblings have graduated from their respective schools, my dad will no longer be single in 7 days, and I'm trying to hold down my job at Meijer.
I'm also going to Reno, Nevada for a week, 10 days from now.

I love my life, but sometimes, I worry. I know that you are gonna tell me I worry too much, and I just need to trust that things are gonna work out. I hope they do. And yet, I think I'll still worry, maybe just for shits and giggles. I worry that my dad's marriage might not succeed. I worry that I'll lose my job over so many numerous changes in my schedule. I worry that my friends and I won't see enough of each other this summer.

I'm mainly worried at the moment about one of my oldest bestest friends. She is very dear to me, and helped me as best she could through a lot of shit in school, in my family life. I still remember the two of us in biology class, I think it was bio. We had to be able to name all the physical parts, inside and outside a frog's body to pass this test. And she blew up a balloon, and drew the frog's head on it so we could memorize the parts of the brain. Now, although neither of us aced that test, we still passed. We struggled together. We are survivors and have a lot of war stories. I miss her very much. I'm excited that she's coming to vist me Monday night, though! I'm willing to drop everything for her. We've known each other since 5th grade. We'd do anything for each other. She was there for me through lots of trauma, especially in my family life.

Hang in there, girl. We're Spacetakers. If we can defeat the SPITH, we can do anything. ;-)

Kim 5:14 AM |