I Am Me

Wednesday, May 5

Today is my 21st birthday. Last night, around midnightish...I had some excellent fun with Sarah and Karl (and eventually Jen came over, too) until about 1:30 in the morning. Usually, I drink hard liquor...so when I had 2 beers last night, well, for some reason, I felt them pretty hard and fast. Heh. Annnnnnnnyways, I discovered that Mike's Hard Cranberry Lemonade is really quite delicious, even though I despise cranberries. Hmmm. Interesting.

Jen is this fabulous woman, who was really upset because she didn't know what to do with her life, in respect to anything, and everything. So she consulted Adam, who promptly ditched her at Amy's beck and call. God, we all definitely despise this bitch. And I don't know why adam still thinks she's respectable. The little skank needs to be put in her place. Anyhoo, my point is, last night Jen needed some consolation, you know - everything is gonna be ok, you'll figure your life out eventually, but nooooo - adam was being a cum-sucking asshole last night. Yeah. I said it. I'm sorry, but when adam is around amy, he just turns into a douche bag, seriously. and he had no right to take it out on our wonderful Jen. Well, Jen, you WILL figure things out, and eveything WILL be ok. and I'm not just saying it, for shits. you will be this awesome successful woman. Christ, you already are a really successful person. You're gonna graduate from college, you have some really awesome relationships with your friends and your mom, and you know, I think in life, that's the stuff that counts. It doesn't matter how many diplomas you have on your wall. It only matters how much love you share with other people in this world from your heart.

Also, I was sad that Clare wasn't there, but I understand she was busy with schoolwork and other shit. Besides, she's coming out with us on Friday...ooh. I'm so excited for this weekend! Even though it really is going to SUCK big time having to be at work at 7 in the morning on Saturday...oh well, I'll make it, somehow.

Meanwhile the next 3 days are going to be really difficult for me. First of all, today I am hungover... and I don't wanna leave my room, but I know I have no suitable alternative. I have to go to class today, and then on my lunch break, I'm studyin math with Karl. But, after classes, I have this interview with this Domestic Abuse Center in downtown Rock Island. I need to be perky and upbeat for that, I guess.

Too bad, I am feeling too blasé to take a shower. Grrrr. And, I have a math test and an econ quiz on Friday. Those are both gonna suck, bigtime. Which is why I am drinking Friday night. Oh my god, I just want to sleep. And drink. I wish it was Friday night, but also that I wouldn't have to go to work on Saturday. BOO. I don't know how I'll make it through the next couple of days.

But yay - I finally turned 21! :-)

Kim 7:13 AM |