I Am Me

Wednesday, April 14

Ok.... so what did I actually accomplish at Olin? Zippo. Well, a little more than zippo. I was one of FIVE students who showed up to the Explore program about harassment. And basically, the college administration defined harassment and their policy on it. Then the faculty who showed up, basically for appearances (since they didn't stay for discussion), were dismissed, and the administrators wanted to know what we thought. So the 5 students (all affiliated with Prism) then must represent the entire student body. We basically were upset at the lack of student involvement (er, … DUH!) and that the campus incident reports had no follow-ups about successes, or differentiating between a report on burglary or rape, versus a report on stolen door decorations. Well, anyways, I guess I’m a little off topic. Back to a little more than zippo: I helped with math hw a little, then wasted like 20 minutes on my own trying to convince myself to stick it out before coming home. I've been feeling pretty crappy lately, and I need to be in my own room. Unfortunately, I need sleep for my health just as much as I wanted to study for this music test I have tomorrow. Heh...yay for O'Leary telling me to demand some ME TIME. I decided tonight, I am an island, and I own it, and ergo, I FREAKIN' RULE! (And everything and everybody else sucks). Small note: the everybody sucks but us club is a very elite club. If you're trying to get in, you're not good enough already. If you know you belong in this club, then you're pretty much already in. (and I shouldn't even have to reassure you...) I've decided that Sarah and Clare are co-presidents of the club, though...cause they've fucking earned it. ***Yawn*** See you all in the morning!!

~Kimbo

Kim 1:11 AM |

Wednesday, April 7

Ok, so apparently my last blog has irked some people. So, here are the ground rules, aka, my disclaimer:
#1) If you don't like to hear me bitch about you, go to another site. Better yet, don't piss me off in the first place!
#2) This blog is not something I share with a lot of people. If you know about it, feel honored, but keep it on the down low.
#3) I am going to say whatever the hell I feel like saying, and ain't nobody gonna stop me. And when I'm having a moment, you'd better be ducking, or I might pounce on you, too.
#4) I've been trying to be less stressed lately. This blog helps me to accomplish that by keeping my ranting on the internet, and out of my real life. So, if you think I should just keep my comments to myself, well, follow the advice of #1.
#5) This is my blog and here, I RULE. Until the Blogger people kick me off, which they never will, I make the rules, and I can do whatever the hell I want to, right-fucking-here.

Thank you for listening, and good night.

:-)



By the way, I will gladly accept any comments you may have about my blog. But beware - if I don't like it, you may be the next one on my blog trying to avoid a good thrashing.

Kim 4:52 PM |

Monday, April 5

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
typical mother being a typical bitch........
she left a message like call me back no matter how late....i finally get a hold of her and she's like "why are you calling right now? [insert snooty voice here] im busy.."...so then i was like well YOU wanted ME to call you back, and she's like oh. yeah.....

why can't my relationship with my mom being a little more pleasant?
Oh, right. because she's the bitch who pitched me out of her life. Yeah I don't see THAT as something that would impinge our relationship....

Fucking A. Ok, back to important stuff....like hw. ew, fun......
wish me luck! or send me some love!

Kim 10:49 PM |

Song: Lean On Me
Artist: Bill Withers
Sometimes, in our lives
We all have pain, we all have sorrow
But, if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on
For, it won't be long
Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill
Those of your needs that you won't let show

You just call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on
For, it won't be long
Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

You just call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

If there is a load
You have to bear, that you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load if you just call me
Call me if you need a friend
Call me ...

Kim 2:02 AM |

Sunday, April 4

This is Your Life - The Dust Brothers featuring Tyler Durden

And you open the door and you step inside.
Where inside our hearts.

Now imagine that your pain is a white ball of healing light.
That's right - your pain, the pain itself is a white ball of healing light.

I don't think so!

This is your life. Good to the last drop.
It doesn't get any better than this.
This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.

This isn't a seminar. This isn't a weekend retreat.
Where you are now, you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like.
Only after disaster, can we be resurrected.
It's only after you've lost everything, that you are free to do anything.
Nothing is static. Everything is evolving.
Everything is falling apart.

This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
It doesn't get any better than this.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
And it's ending one minute at a time.

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake!
You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else!
We are all part of the same compost heap!
We are the all singing, all dancing crap of the world!

You are not your bank account.
You are not the clothes you wear.
You are not the contents of your wallet.

You are not your bowel cancer.
You are not your grande latte.
You are not the car you drive.
You are not your fucking khakis!!!

You have to give up.
You have to give up.
You have to realize, that someday you will die.
Until you know that, you are useless.

I say, never let me be complete.
I say, may I never be content.
I say, deliver me from Swedish furniture.
I say, deliver me from clever art.
I say, deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth.
I say, you have to give up.
I say, evolve, and let the chips fall where they may.

This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
It doesn't get any better than this.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
This is your life.
And it's ending one minute at a time.

You have to give up.
You have to give up.

I want you to hit me as hard as you can.
Welcome to Fight Club
If this is your first night, you have to fight.

Kim 9:43 PM |

Saturday, April 3

Ok, so I realize I forgot to mention some other cool people, SPECIFICALLY, so here we go:

Auston - oh my god, you are the shit.... and I will have to tell you about my state of mind later... um, yeah - Auston you should realize what a hot mama you are! And plus, even better, your personality is like freakin lively. You just make me wanna smile.. damn that almost sounds like a Mc D's commercial....

Johanna Banana - you are also very cool! Damn, I'm trying so hard right now to spell things correctly! Johanna, you are there for me, and that makes you freakin fantabulous in my book, which is the only book that counts! And you're gonna rock that externship like a hurricane!!!!! P.S. - I wanna come visit you and your cats, cause I miss my old ones... :-(

Um, I should mention Sarah & Clare again, cause they're worth mentioning twice, plus they might kill me if they thought I was choosing other cool peeps over them, which I'm not..... O:-) anyhoo, Clare - you are my street wisdom, who can tell me important shit like, well, you know, what I asked about today.... And Sarah, you just freakin are one of the coolest women I know. Your metallic hard-edge is like the most appealing part about you, besides that, I-don't-give-a-shit-what-you-are,-I'll-still-luv-ya,-no-matter-what attitude!


Everyone, have fun & good night! I'll be sleeping it off until the goddamn alarm clock jolts me out of bed... ah well, nighty-nite!!!!!
~Kimmy

Kim 12:34 AM |

Ok, so if you know me, you know I am being completely fucking honest right now. Cause, yeah. I'm in college, and stuff happens....

Anyhoo, god, why am I still shivering? Ummm, yeah I meant to start out by saying how much I love my peeps. This includes Sarah, Clare, Karl, etc., you know who you are!!!

Ummmm, yeah.... So, it sucks I have to be at work in about 6 hours. BOOOOO!.... but I love my friends, they're awesome people! So be nice to them, they've earned it!

Sarah - I hope things improve on your side....cause you kinda definitely deserve a break.
Clare - I'm glad you didn't lose you job and still get to see your family. You rule, just as much as your heterolifemate!
Karl - we'll always have the Rat Room! just kidding, no seriously, it's fun hanging out with you, even with the spitballs....
Everybody else - you know why you're awesome so I don't hafta tell you! could someone please tell me why I can't stop shivering?!?! sheesh.......


Anyhoo, I gotsta go to bed soon, cause I hafta be at work around 6:45am. BOO, HISS, shoot me...better yet come visit tomorrow morning, and I'll prolly be able to klepto you some free food.... ;-)

Leave me some luvin!
~The Kimmy Kai

Kim 12:18 AM |